Wednesday, June 11, 2008
11:47 PM
When i blog at such odd hour, it only means that i am not ok.
When i blog with such fragmented and short sentences, it only means that i am not ok.
I hate my past, and bull to all those happy memories which i should treasure. They are nothing of aid, in relieving me of the pain that is eating me inside out right now.
I hate being alone.
Randomly here are jus some short notes that i ought to pen down, before the sane me is all lost. Pardon me, i jus need to keep my mind bothered with things, so that it wont set itself on the thinking mode.
LoVe is not about finding the perfect one to LoVe, but it is about knowing how to LoVe someone imperfect, perfectly.
Relationship is not always about hoping to get something out of it at the end of the day, but it is about being there for that special someone, rain or shine. Being there when he needs you, and being there behind him supporting him silently.
If time can revert, i really wished that i can be there for you. No matter where you go to, in this world, i jus want to be by ya side. By ya side, i want to man this little house for you, this little warm and comfortable home, which you can come home to every night. By ya side, i want to let you know that, i will always be here for you, rain or shine, woe or glee, i will always be here to give you a big hug, support, and LoVe.
End of the day, even if i have to walk out of this as if i was only a passer-by, i will tell myself to be happy. Be it seeing you from afar, so long that i know you are happy, no matter what, i will try to be happy, be happy for you the very least, the very way i know you have wanted me to be.
We both bumped into the harsh fact, but the very least, i will pull myself together very quickly, so that i can be there to support you. I will bear all the pain for you, i will bear all the sadness for you, i will bear all the storm for you, so jus we can make it pass this gloomy period, and see that rainbow that lits a smile on ya face, and our lifes.
This is going to be a very long marathon. Alas i will never let you fall behind, i will never let you slow down, nor will i let us take a break. For i know, when you fall, or when you are tire and needs a break, i will be there to carry you, and continue our journey towards the never ending storyline.
No matter what it may be, you know that i will always be there waiting for you. In that white pure robe, i will be there, that very place that we know we will be.
No matter what it may be, you know that i am always jus around you. You jus need to call my name, and i will fly to your side immediately.
No matter what it may be, you know that you will always be here, in a special place in my heart.
No matter what it may be, you know that you are always welcomed here.
Am here always :)
LoVe is silly. That is why we does silly things when we are in LoVe.
LoVe is special. That is why i always typed it L-o-V-e.
i for me is always small, that is because You in my heart, takes a bigger more significant place.
i know you are the one, for when i loses you in a crowd i get worried and becomes frantic.
i know you are the one, for when i am with you, i become warm, blushy, and uneasy.
i know you are the one, for when i see you feeling unwell, my heart breaks a thousand times.
i know you are the one, for when i hear your need for me, i blame myself for not having wings.
i know you are the one, for when i am here typing all these silly, and racking my brain to pen down more.
i know you are the one...
Bah i dun dare to fall asleep, my heart hurts.
Fero is not feeling well....
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