we all started here
fero the motion pin board the Uniquties raid it
we all started here...
| It all started when the name was given to Fero (the writer) by someone really special. |
| Fero is unqiue, he is the Uniquity. |
| All those whom are precious and special to him; Fero treasures them all. |
| Are you ready to be unique? |
| Are you ready to be his Uniquities? |
| It all starts here... |
about the writer
hold up the loading! & scroll down ( I MEANT IT -.-!!)
| Fero Loh Yao Qi |
| 22 years young :: 30 Jul 1986 |
| Singapore, CCK |
| A proud Nikonian :: FETEN (Fe-10) |
| He writes, he eats, he shoots, he bakes, he cooks, he LoVes and get LoVe, he gravitates towards pretty gals, he gravitates towards cute boys, he designs, he draws, he talks to the inanimated, he is jaded somewhere in his body. |
| A random Carrie Bradshaw at times |
| A always Twiggy everytime |
| oh oh oh he does random arty fart sometimes =P |
| When i lift my pen, my heart goes "oh oh oh! the brush and palette!" |
Sunday, August 31, 2008
7:10 PM
Many have happened over the week.
People come and go; and i can already sense who is leaving my side, and whoever is not going to stay very long either. Yes my life is sad, my social circle is pathetic; it is full of leavers and will-leave-someday-leavers.
Shrugs, i am not a social creature to begin with; not that i am a loner, but rather i am not good at making friends. Hence those faithful few (i really mean few) who stood by me, they really saw the gem in me? lol
Relationship; and yea, relationship again! This very moment, i am still feeling very lost. Yes i cant seem to find a direction, and that-light-which-always-shine-upon-one's-path seems to have blown, or short circuited for that matter.
Why do we need to be in a rs for?
IMHO, i just want to have someone whom i can share alot of my time with (say am possesive? prolly yes in a way; but alas it is hard for me to trust and feel secure anymore, and what is wrong to want to live tgt?) and build a meaningful life with. Hang out often together, meet my folks, meet my frens, and possibly live together?
Me?
After all those nightmares i have had, it is hard for me to entrust my life/ all of my LoVe to anyone anymore. Ouch! That sounds painful, but alas, i dun want to break down again; pardon me for being selfish. I have to be defensive here, for those who know me/ have been with me before, when am in LoVe, i will go the extra mile and put in my all for my other half.
At this moment, i am trying very hard to stay happy, and stay positive. All i wish for is that i can feel more secured, and contented. What is so difficult to give my all to my other half after all? :P
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Monday, August 25, 2008
5:00 PM
I really need to do some lifestyle and financial planning soon this weekend.
Lately i found myself feeling all tire and tied down with things. It felt as if i was forced through a bottle neck.
Weekend seems to pass by so fast out of a sudden! This is so not like when i was in army; fridays usually end early for me, leaving me with a long-nothing-to-do-weekend.
Nowadays i end work at 6pm on fridays, rush to jap class which ends at 830pm, get home by 930pm, rest a little and before i can start gaming or read my Murakamis' it is already 11+pm! Beauty sleep!
The same goes-GONE for saturday: wake up late, go out with friends, hang ard the house with my parents, pop by guild war, finally beauty sleep.
Weekdays are big time goner! I will usually get home by 7pm, after dinner it is ard 745pm, than i have to walk ardthe house doing nothing (doh i try to do some pumps) so jus to aid with the digestion, 8+pm soon kicks in, and i see myself finally being able to have some leisure time gaming or jus doing some random surfing. 9+pm soon arrives, as i starts doing my work (FUCK K! I DUN BELIEVE IN BRINGING WORK HOME PCB). By the time i round things up and make my bed, it is all 11pm. I have just enough time to read my books; but i have got not enuf time to GAME MORE or search up the words i have extracted from the books.
Oh wait did i left out the exercise part?
Yeah i have not been working out lately except for that few set of pumps daily; my knee is feeling strange and i suspect a degeneration of the cushion tissue in between. Going to the doc once i get my pay =D
Sianz
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
8:28 PM
Just a not not blog-for-the-sake-of-blogging-blog entry =D
Work have been busy lately, and conducting workshop for kids can be fun, and tiring at the same time. Been to a girls school today >_> omg it is really tiring! Somehow, girls are more inquisite compared to boys, and they are also more attention seeking. Tire tire tire!
And and and! If you ever considered proposing to me, try using the following in place of a ring; sure gives you a higher chance putting you on the road to success!
Presenting the Philips LivingColors =D (the picture links you to the Philips LivingColors webby)
I Heart <3 it! Retailing at $248 btw -.- It is the perfect house decore; imagine being able to generate up to 16 million different color to light up your room! You dun always have to use fixtures, furniture, etc to fill up a room, have a taste of the power of soft ambience light!
p.s the light uses LED, hence you can keep it on for hours without the lamp warming up (doesnt warm up room) and without it burning a hole in your pocket!
It is a must get for me when i get attached =D Imagine switching to a color that fits the mood :P
*blush*
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Monday, August 18, 2008
10:01 AM
I really hate travelling on public transport. One can never fail in getting his shirt all crumpled and messed up from all that squeezing and falling, as the trains/ buses brakes, or moves. I urge all company to lower their expectation on staff turn out, or provide a iron (slower and more hassle)/ steamer (faster and easier) at the workplace.
Really all fault should be pointed towards the service provider; for their constant want to hike prices, yet provision of a lousy service.
"Please move in! Please move to the back, there are people wanting to board"
"Please move towards the center of the car..."
"Singaporeans should take more public transport..."
Does the above resonates in your head from time to time? Well you are not imaginating, but such ridiculous and irresponsible lines are broadcasted everyday.
From the shouting of the bus/ tram operator, to the posters and broadcast you see at stations; this is a irresponsible propaganda! #$@$%#$%
How do you move to the rear, when the bus is already packed? HAVE THE BUS COMPANY NOT CONSIDERED ABOUT SAFETY AND THE SAFETY MAXLOAD OF A BUS? I know there ought to be a humane factor that everyone is rushing to work, but wat abt safety? Does it always have to be too late before anyone is concerned with the safety maxload of a bus?
*Bus overloading can result in stampede and domino falling effect of passenger if let say the bus undergoes e brakes, or at time a normal brake is sufficient. As much as the government are advocating use of seat belts, road safety, etc. Have they not consider this also? Imagine the amount of people who is gonna fly out of the bus during a e brake.
Same applies to the tram, overloading can lead to track deformity, and a possible derail? Am not a engineer to decide, but recall the track deformity on a overloaded LRT tram back than? Nonetheless overloading simply equates to danger during braking/ accleration.
Weeeee here come the government campaign to utilize the public transport more! Good strategy, and for a green-earthner like me, i would go for it! But how too? When the public transport system is so sucky? To be stuck in a human jam on the tram/ buses, i rather be late for work and getting stuck on the road, in a comfy car environment. The very least i dun have to smell those smelly heads who are shorter than me, nor do i have to be rubbed by strange personality on the train. ~.~ ALSO HOW COME I DUN SEE THE PUBLIC POLITICS FIGURES TAKING PUBLIC TRANSPORT? Say national security? Eh than how come taiwan politician Mr Ma Ying Jiu and his family can handle all that? Tell me Taiwan is safer than sg? Sg is not confident of the high security she booast and claims to her citizen? Really worth a laugh.
So yea, dun push everything to public/ social graciousness everytime. If you guys fail in doing something, dun simply just push every fault to ya citizen/ end users.
And above mention is just my 2 cent worth as a responsible citizen, point out what may be overlooked. I have always LoVe the PAP for the way they made Singapore to be successful, and never do i want to see it dissapoint the citizens in any aspect, hence this entry.
p.s trains and buses ought to install more handrails and grab-poles if they want to continue broadcasting the message to grab on to the handrails and hand grips.
Really all fault should be pointed towards the service provider; for their constant want to hike prices, yet provision of a lousy service.
"Please move in! Please move to the back, there are people wanting to board"
"Please move towards the center of the car..."
"Singaporeans should take more public transport..."
Does the above resonates in your head from time to time? Well you are not imaginating, but such ridiculous and irresponsible lines are broadcasted everyday.
From the shouting of the bus/ tram operator, to the posters and broadcast you see at stations; this is a irresponsible propaganda! #$@$%#$%
How do you move to the rear, when the bus is already packed? HAVE THE BUS COMPANY NOT CONSIDERED ABOUT SAFETY AND THE SAFETY MAXLOAD OF A BUS? I know there ought to be a humane factor that everyone is rushing to work, but wat abt safety? Does it always have to be too late before anyone is concerned with the safety maxload of a bus?
*Bus overloading can result in stampede and domino falling effect of passenger if let say the bus undergoes e brakes, or at time a normal brake is sufficient. As much as the government are advocating use of seat belts, road safety, etc. Have they not consider this also? Imagine the amount of people who is gonna fly out of the bus during a e brake.
Same applies to the tram, overloading can lead to track deformity, and a possible derail? Am not a engineer to decide, but recall the track deformity on a overloaded LRT tram back than? Nonetheless overloading simply equates to danger during braking/ accleration.
Weeeee here come the government campaign to utilize the public transport more! Good strategy, and for a green-earthner like me, i would go for it! But how too? When the public transport system is so sucky? To be stuck in a human jam on the tram/ buses, i rather be late for work and getting stuck on the road, in a comfy car environment. The very least i dun have to smell those smelly heads who are shorter than me, nor do i have to be rubbed by strange personality on the train. ~.~ ALSO HOW COME I DUN SEE THE PUBLIC POLITICS FIGURES TAKING PUBLIC TRANSPORT? Say national security? Eh than how come taiwan politician Mr Ma Ying Jiu and his family can handle all that? Tell me Taiwan is safer than sg? Sg is not confident of the high security she booast and claims to her citizen? Really worth a laugh.
So yea, dun push everything to public/ social graciousness everytime. If you guys fail in doing something, dun simply just push every fault to ya citizen/ end users.
And above mention is just my 2 cent worth as a responsible citizen, point out what may be overlooked. I have always LoVe the PAP for the way they made Singapore to be successful, and never do i want to see it dissapoint the citizens in any aspect, hence this entry.
p.s trains and buses ought to install more handrails and grab-poles if they want to continue broadcasting the message to grab on to the handrails and hand grips.
p.s this is not a serious post! WHY SO SERIOUS? :P
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008
5:15 PM
Why is cream cracker always associated with some degree of poorness, poor-thing, obliged to give sympathy, etc?
I was eating my cream cracker with milo (that makes it doubly worst) at my cubical today, and a passing by colleague exclaimed: "aiyo, you want oreo or thong guan or not? Eat cream cracker, so poorthing!"
I was like..........yeach exactly; speechless.
In my usual tone (which i mean when at home or with friends): "narbei! Cream cracker very poor thing meh? My cream cracker got SUGAR coating one okay...atas de hor!"
In my office tone: "oh so very nice of you, am doing fine with my crackers, arigatou."
~.~!!!
For a long time, no one was ever sweet to me.
Moodless.
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Monday, August 11, 2008
8:58 AM
During lunch with parents...
(in our sg cantonese)
Dad: woooooo look at the papaya and watermelon in the fridge, it is sooooooo red!
Mum: aiya, it is because of the flourescent lights ma.
Dad: no la! They must have sprayed it with some fruit coloring b4 display.
Me: NO LA! They must have got a shi fu to kai-guang before displaying!
Dad & MuM: -.-!
This morning walking to office...
Mrs Chew: Good morning WC! Had ya breakfast?
Me: Hey! Good morning ? Mrs Chew! *waving my papaya milkshake proudly* This is my breakfast!
Mrs Chew: Sure looks healthy, but filling ma?
Me: Can la, it is very nutritious you know...
*Note to self
I can vividly recall few years back when i heard some DJ mention that to fill one's tummy in a healthy way, eating 70% full is equivalant to a full tummy. There is no need to gorge to 100% for it will be unhealthy for one's gastrointestinal tract to handle.
Yeah, healthy is the way. Instead of the nonsensical downing nauseau causing food in the morning (all the oily noodles, and fried stuff, even porridge is oily nowadays), why not just go for a fruit milkshake?
Sure packs a punch, and yea detox to your body!
OH! My FAM turned out really great! Ok i finally do trust leaving the FAM in the fridge for a night, for the flavour to develop, prior to serving.
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
8:24 PM
Say what am i up to again this time round?
*Drum rolllllll* Presenting the French Almond Macaroons(FAM)!
This is a rather difficult pastry to make; and considering this is my first attempt, the result was sastifactory. I will not recommend this to any cooking-is-a-arse-thing man to attempt this dish, unless you are dying to make a Vday/ Bdae/ Anniversary present to impress your spouse =P
French Almond Macaroon Intro:
Traditional french pastry, making use of a meringue batter and later a infusion of ground almond (blanch). The former gives the pastry a cloudy light texture upon baking, whilst the latter gives it is aroma and chewiness!
2 macaroon biscuit sandwiching a layer of usually butter-cream, or a ganache!
p.s you can use meringue to ice cakes, or make marshmallow!
p.s also, because of the traditional and french part, and the fact this pastry can only be hand made, this explains the exorbitant price you see in pastry shop. Food for thought, the ingredients are ridiculously cheap, but SKILL! Pay for the SKILL!
Cinnamon Chocolate Ganache FAM
Look! The moist chewy interior!
The biscuits, not perfect doh, no feet T.T
Haha nipples >_> i forgot to smooth them b4 baking!
Did the cinnamon flavour this time round; since am a little cranky over cinnamon lately!
Thy shall attempt to try other flavour! =D
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Friday, August 8, 2008
11:01 PM
Whenever i think of beauty
i can only think of you
Like many of the roses in the garden
But you appealed to me
In ways others cant
i can only think of you
Like many of the roses in the garden
But you appealed to me
In ways others cant
I am all attracted to you
I am all willing to give my all to you
I want only you
And i believe you know it
Here goes the nights
When i had the sweetest dreams about us
How i wish
How i wish i will never wake up
To be trapped in dream
Happy with you
That is jus how little i ask for
In the future World i see
I only see you and me
And you know it
I just want you
Day and night
I thought of you
Hours
Minutes
Seconds
I thought of you
I am not bragging
But this is just how important you are to me
I just want to let you know
You are always on my mind
.
.
.
.
I looked forward
Forward to the day when i can live with you
You and me
Two of us
A tire Hubby back from work
A LoVing Wifey
Arms outstretch
Dinner piping hot
The bath water running warm
Hug
Jus for you
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Monday, August 4, 2008
2:09 PM
Say, am into reading The Naked Truth (Erin McCarthy, Donna Kauffman, Beverly Brandt, Alesia Holliday) and Haruki Murakami lately. Yes they are no less adult fiction, and please do not overlook the humorous way of writing, and do overlook those short, non-imaginative sexual scenes.
After all that reading.
There are things to relationships that i can never forget, or at least to hell with out of my mind. Afterall i am out to this circle with one glamorous, and one utmost romantic, and sexy only in bed :P bf (he was too cute and boyish in looks wise). But no matter what, after all these while of rushing through chapters of steamy yet romantic happy ending adult fiction (they are always oh-so-happy-.-), i cant help but sigh to the fact/ fate of my singularity. As much as i am a undergarment dampen (from fellow cute sexy faithful guys of course) cute eccentric little boy yearning for someone nice and fitting to share my life with, i can only look for my contentment in other indulgance and appreciations.
French macarons, spahgetti, fashion my way, art, cute and random cartoon design.
How i wish there is someone i can make my Grand Gesture to, and yeah share the spur of my career, family life, and my life with.
Ironies of life.
Oh my english jus got better. Sexy! I can bed, and i can read!!!
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