Friday, December 19, 2008
11:25 PM
When i had a bf# We will try our best to meet each other whenever we can# We tries our best to make out, to sastify each other whenever we can# We tries to pick/ accompany each other home whenever we can# We go to the places we both enjoy always# We hug and snuggle up to each other on rainy days# We LoVe each other every day, every moment, every second# We try our best to not let either of us feel insecure, or neglectedsigh i miss those times when i have a nice bfi miss those times when i am being LoVedi am tire of LoVing......
Monday, December 15, 2008
2:48 AM
I am sad, i am cryingand i am listening to sad LoVe song throughout the night,but do you know?=(
2:41 AM
Just as i thought i found the one, and i am seeing light at the end of the tunnel; i think soon, everything will be back to square one.Have i not have fate with LoVe?For once am feeling so defeated, and depressed (once again).No doubt i never wanted to lose him in anyway, but i would rather see him be happy, rather than stress, in a lifestyle he is not ready for.I guess this Christmas, and the coming Vday i will be alone again...no big deal i guess.p.s. deep down my heart, i am drowning in my own sea of tears, i am fine when i told you, but as a matter of fact, i am not fine at all; am all torn apart; the pain, the sadness, and most importantly my unwillingness to let you go. But do i have a choice?.....till Christmas, as promised. Am really praying for the best, for if not, i really duno what will happen to me.....LoVe sick....
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
1:19 AM
All i want for Christmas is my 2 front teeth :P
Than again what i really want is (in merit :P)
1) Him to spend more time with me.2) Philips LivingColours, white with remote3) A nice shoulder bag, Porter seems nice :P4) iPhone 0.O5) New sofa bed from ikea6) Quilt and bed sheet sets from ikea 200cm by 200cm7) World Peace =D...